I lost my job in September and have been trying to do odd jobs here and there to get by. I’m praying and crying for a direction, financial security, answers to my purpose etc. I feel so lost and afraid I won’t be able to make it. I wish I could feel secure and like I was making a difference and know my fiancés were secure. I’m praying for clear guidance what do I do! I need to get ahead and not be day to day financially. I am a single mom with a mostly absent ex. Help!