My boyfriend at one time was free from an addiction, he was struggling for a long time but the lord freed him from it. he’s been telling me that our relationship is from the lord that it was spoken over him we are supposed to be together. recently it’s been hard and he turned back to his addiction and we’ve both been hurting and broken, I'm struggling hearing Gods voice in this. I know to forgive him but I need God to heal him. I need to know if this is the relationship God has for me.