My father in law lost the love of his life 2 years ago. They were married over 50 years. Soon after he started having serious health issues of his own, which caused him to have to do dialysis 3 times weekly. He had just celebrated his 84th birthday. He was depressed, in pain and at his breaking point. He took his own life Wednesday. We are all just devastated. I am having a hard time understanding why a man of such faith would take his own life. Please pray for our family. This has been so hard.