I struggle with anxiety, believing I am good enough, and believing my husband actually loves me. I went through a terrible first married that was full of lies and deceit and cheating. Those anxieties are crippling me in my second marriage. I deal with insecurity and anxiety daily and no matter how much I pray on my own or read my Bible, I feel stuck in my own head and cannot get out of it. I feel as though I am ruining my second marriage due to my own issues that seem to be taking control of me.